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I Want To Change Myself by lin linlin
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In the reality, every person will go through something and that makes you change. It is a good thing that we can vary since we can be more mature and smart. The society is cruel but it tells us a lot. It makes us stronger and will never flee when meet big problems. It seems to experience a cool winter, my heart is so cold. I originally deem I should be happy in the revelry, but in fact I am nothappy. Maybe others are utterly disappointed about me. Perhaps, I have to accept everything surrounding me. I am still like formerly when I go through some unhappy things, I will get angry. I am hopeless. He is not right but I am wrong before him. After that issues, I feel I did something incorrect. The outcome is uncertain. Others will see me in a queer way. I will not play with them anymore. I am not intelligent and I really do not get how to domination my emotion. The life will not always goes well and I for all time get angry. I grasp I must not have done something when I was furious. It is my personality that I never think the consequence before do something. I am not skillful at saving the situation and always fancy to escape them. I really yearn for to change myself better. My father is right. I am not supposed to like my mother. But I was together with my mother since I was a baby. Who else should I be alike? I see my future from my mother. I genuinely do not would like to be the one I see. I plan to change myself. I desire to change myself. I deem I waste away the past twenty years. I desire I can change myself after the 21st birthday. I desire I would become an clever female. Only this condition forces me ponder so much. I never have moment to think my future before. Now my family is in a bad condition and this force to me have no option to be concerned about how I exist in the next time. I will constantly ask what I intend to do. I do not see what I could do in this world. I am not beautiful, bad stature , no high schooling and even without high aptitude. I am out of this world. I am just about abandoned by my family. My father has high expectation on me, but I incessantly let hime down. I genuinely like to hear his praise on me, but it vanished a number of years ago. Now what I could see is his unsmiling face without any smile. His serious critical words are constantly around me. So does my mother. I have to go through each day in the criticizing and I hide in my room. I truly disgust myself why I am so unwise. My 22 birthday is coming around. I do not recognize how to spend the day. However, I will work hard and let my parents live a better life. Fate, I want to challenge you. I desire to change the destiny and myself. I am on the way. I am not interested in making up myself. I am partial to reading. Recently, I discover there are lots of cheap Gucci Handbags on sale from books. Gucci US Outlet is a perfection for women to own.
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