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Love can hurt you, Love can disappoint you, Love can even make you cry... It hurts so much when someone you love breaks your heart. Tears have refused to flow again My heart is too hurt to even solicit for tears My love has just been pulled away from me. Let me tell you my story.... A certain young man told me to give him my heart He promised to protect it, nurture it and that it is for keeps He told me he will guard it so it won't crack or break He told me he will be there always for me He told me his name is mine to call at any time He told me to wake him up when I can't sleep He said I should tell him my dreams and he will make them come true I should count on his faith when mine is failing I should lean on his shoulders for support always... But now, I have been dealt a blow He has just disappeared, some say to another woman But I doubt this so much 'cause the force pulling us apart is quite strong Quite stronger than the power of another woman... I was advised and warned when I was falling for him I was asked to restrain a little so the fall won't be so much when he lets go They warned me never to trust like a fox; I heard them but never listened to them, I thought they were jealous I felt I could handle whatever came up; Now the cookies have crumbled and I could do just nothing about it. I was once told that there is God up there, will you listen to me oh God? I learnt that if I trust you, you will see me through. They said if I believe you, you will turn my mourning into dancing, my sorrow into joy As I write now Lord, I am so pained but I still feel a flicker of strength deep down Is this strength from you, Lord? I hear a voice telling me...it is not over until it is all over, The voice says the coals, the fire ambers can still glow into a scorching flame Though the smoke from it indicates dead ambers. Learn from the growing plants, he said, when the sun is up, they appear withered and dry But just tiny drops of water revive them and make them green again. The victory is at your finger tips, so don't give up, He says. The sun will rise again, when it is darkest, know that dawn is near, He continued. Champions emerge from climbing mountains, the cross bearers are the crown wearers The scar turns one into a star.... But when will it be Lord, the agony of this failed love is heavy, the weight is crushing me Yet I believe you to turn my sweat to sweet, I have agreed to move on, yes, forge ahead Can I really do it? I believe I can I have picked up courage from sharing the burden with you "A problem shared is a problem half-solved" How true...now my aching heart has relaxed My teary eyes have brightened up like the shinning star I am stronger, healthier and better I really can't be disadvantaged The one that left me is the loser not I for I know my worth He is not worthy of me...or what do you think? I started this piece with agonizing pain in my heart And I am ending it on a joyful note... Thanks to you for listening to me... and my tales. Copyright, Agu Jaachynma
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