I click the switch inside my head and climb into my morbid bed. Then fall asleep until I wake with tears of sadness on my face. Shadowed with no conscience mind while slipping into deeper thoughtMy brain it crashes overload, no comfort, my mind will soon explode. Debt piles in mountains where I stood, and pulls me down its darkest road.No silver lining only black, my eyes closed tight from all of that.Voices in a distance speak my eyes unmoved, I cannot seek, My mind closed down there’s no one there; try again when I’m in there. One day has gone the worries stay; they never ever go away, I try to pray but all seems lost, my stupid dreams came at a cost. Failure years of money spent, not once did I make a single cent. The mortgage, children, husband to, I failed them all and now I’m through. I cannot face another day crushed and lost I fly away into the darkness of my mind.No thoughts, no dreams of any kind, sleeping until the healing time when through the haze that switch clicks back inside my mind and pulls me out of my attack My husbands holds me very close, while God whispers in my ear, “ Hang on tight, I’m always here”. Written by Susan Oliver owner of A Fun Gift Shop May 13, 2010
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