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What do I think I want to do? I have started writing, which I do enjoy! But, writing right now is not going to pay my bills. I am worried if I made enough last month to cover my bills this month and am considering a second job at Starbucks or waitressing. The latter, I really don't want to do. I am "overqualified" for a lot of things, and "underqualified" for others because I don't have a particular, specific experience. We always hired for competency and did well, even if the background of an individual was a bit varied. That apparently is not happening today. Thanks for listening. "The past should be the past. It can destroy the future. Live life for what tomorrow has to offer, not for what yesterday has taken away." "Every time you subtract NEGATIVE from your life, you make room for more POSITIVE." "The PAST is where you learned the lesson. I have often lived in the past, which has affected my present and future. It has also dictated how I see myself, how I treat myself and how I think others me. I think it is time to change that. I want to teach myself that my past is not indicative of my present or future, but rather something from which to learn from. I have to go to WW to weigh in tomorrow, as I missed last week. My friend who is British, but has been living in Australia has come to visit. She asked if she could stay with me while here and I said yes. Again, still learning how to say No. I am working still too, and am beat! However, I think I was able to maintain and even lose during all of this! A victory in an of itself! I got on the scale this morning and it was showing I was about a pound down. Also, I have noticed that she has slept in the car, pretty much every trip and is always tired. I think it is a direct link to the foods she is fueling her body with and the exercise we are doing. It is just wiping her out. Now, I am not saying anything at all to her, it is her body, her money and her choices. But, in her, I have seen myself. She lives a lot via computer and mobile phone, watches TV quite a bit and even though she has traveled the world, she seems to care more about the lives of celebrities than her own life, which I have learned is somewhat mundane. The reason I am mentioning this is not to throw her under the bus, but because I can see it is what I am doing (in a way) with my life. That is NOT the life I want. I don't want the highlight of my day to be found at the end of a fork. http://www.solorsgold.com/
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